um ..... i got a call yesterday , i read two xanga entries today ..... I got the same feeling of sad from all those voicesssss .
It is so true that when we grow elder, we need sth one to stand aside to support . It is the eyesight and intimacy that gain you the power . Nevertheless, that the one is so hard to obtain, it is never works against the Newton third law, that action and reaction never in act with each other. There is always an unbalance of forces that make one side being so frustrated.
If that frustration comes to an end, would that be really the end ? It takes 3 seconds to in love with a person, it may take 3 months times to build a relationship , but how many times of time would that takes to forget a person .
VW ad has always on the edge creativity ...recent favourite by beijing how wonderful the idea : Tourage that drive u far far away to "Alice in the Wonderland" .
From reality to the imaginary .... Hyperreality is the future !!!
I have been bored with the dead air here in UK ......a week
is like a month !
But air will be more intensed when my friends are joining me to campus, when i
head to Munich
..... We need to check out the accommodation in mid-sept while handing the
dissertation in late SEpt ! ...Nothing could be worse when u need to rush for a
papers while u are packing and traveling like nomad .
Anyway , i get prepared that i will be rounding up my papers back in HK and
Courier my work ....THat would be the most expensive homework !!!
Everybody in my course had done a dissertation before , i seems to be the only
new to the disso .......may be i was too Luckilyy that UST is so kind for only
assessing business people through exams . I am thinking .....UST is really a
good business school , business school know how to make money ! Examinations is
such a commoditize process, u set out the questions, make a hundred copies and
then distribute to ALL, (especially the MC bubbles sheets) . FYP or Disso
require consultations, personal tutoring and individual assessment -->
that's $$$$$ .
um ....I was taking my bachelor in a very economical way !!
But now .....i am not doing a business course ( not able to pay for the
expensive warwick
business school !) Under the Department of "cultural policy" of the Warwick University , i am learning in a very
"non-economical way " .... Allocating my entire time to do…I have the
strongest feeling of loneliness which I ever had before …Even u get coursemate
, u are doing a totally different things, no one is going to bother and ask u
how;s that going? …
Strange enough …..I am getting a support from strangers! As doing a case study
on Lomography , I am meeting up strangers from the LOMO members. That is
strange , but kind of interesting . There may be no other time in my life with
the following scenarios:
“Waiting for someone ( with no idea how she
looks ) besides a bull status with countless passers ”
“Sitting in a starbucks and making a text
which describe my own outfits.”
“Figuring out a café to sit in where every
store close at 7”
That’s the most interesting thing I could
find right now ……hope more could happen in another cities . it is kind of
interesting in doing an ethnographic research ! Much more fun then the typical
marketing research ~
I am learning something that arguing the
marketing theories that have been recited for so many times in my bachelor . It
is a paradox that : I spend three years learning marketing , and now I spend
one month learning how to overthrow all those principles ......
exploring, finding, seraching., looking for ......
U gonna find a lover in order to get marry U gonna find a boy friend in order to determine it's the one U gonna find a money in order to get sustain the living U gonna find a job in order to get the money U gonna look out for hundreds of ads in order to get a job interview U gonna find a house in order to get settled U gonna find a agent in roder to find a house
Even for liesisure U gonna find a place to go so as to get a holiday U then need to find cheap tickets , U find a bundles of choices and you need to look out for the cheapest one U need to find out the ways to get to the hotels and restaurants when you should be enjoying the travel
Thousands and thousdands of seraching work we have to come acorsss every day , may be that is the thing that set us apart from being a kid. THere is no more "SEt Lunch" ! Even when you get into the restaurants , there are "SEt LUnch A,B,C,D" and another "Chef's recommendations 1,2,3". "Mutiple" choices means no "SET" anymore. CHoices are puzzle, nevertheless, it is a hazzle with no choices ! U gonna EXLPORE ! Non-stop trial and error is the such an exhausting cycle. Every body should have come across it when they are finding .......
I am wirting all this shit coz ..i am sick of my reserachig . I prefer an examinations, you tell me what to study and i go and finish the papers. I prefer a reading list, I go ahead ot finish the pages. ANyway , it's a process of learning ...i should know ....
